I've been on a losing streak. Hit so hard I couldn't speak.

Cassie didn't dream when she feel asleep, her body was too tired to conjure up images to torment her mind further. She woke up feeling revolting, having been in the same place for however many days it had been now, now with the fact that she was covered in dry blood. She groaned upon waking up, she didn't want to wake up. She wanted to go back to sleep. Dreams were better then reality.

Lils walked down to the basement the next morning as was customary. "You almost make me want to grow a heart with how pitiful you look," she commented. "But hearts are weak, fickle things, so I don't think I will."

Cassie looked at her with a slight scowl, the random comments were really not needed. They were just pointless and irritating. If Cassie had the energy and she wasn't connected to the stupid wall she would have given Lils a black eye and quite a bunch of bruises. But she couldn't and didn't have the energy to. She barely had the energy to even move anymore. Which was a bad sign. It really was.

Lils stopped talking then, and just took out her wand, aiming it at Cassie. She used it to reopen the cuts from the previous day (the big ones she hadn't healed all the way that had just barely sealed over). Then she added a couple more smaller ones.

"ahow," Cassie exclaimed as the cuts reopened, the one of her arm was the most painful. It really had barely stopped bleeding and was now bleeding again. "owowwow," She mumbled, what she was mumbling was hardly hearable. She sobbed quietly, she couldn't take much more of it. But she couldn't, and she wouldn't give in. She just couldn't. Even though her life was on the line. Death was probably better then what her life was like now anyway, or what it would be like if she gave in.

"Give in," Lils hissed at her, but it wasn't an angry hiss, it was a persuasive one. "Give in and I'll heal you and let you clean up and you'll be okay again, and you'll be free from the pain and the torture and the hunger."

"Go to hell," Cassie mumbled back with as much venom as she could possibly manage. She wasn't giving in. Because while what the girl was offering sounded heavenly Cassie couldn't. Because giivng in would mean aiding Voldemort. And aiding Voldemort would be going against everything she had fought against.

"Well, that's just too bad now," Lils said, using a spell to make Cassie stand up, and then another to push her forcefully into the wall with a force pushing on her so that she couldn't get off the wall. It couldn't feel comfortable. "Let me know if you change your mind. All you have to do is yell." Then she turned and walked out.

Cassie winced as she was bashed into the wall, that was not fun. Neither was the fact that the bricks stuck into her back and something was stopping her from moving forward and sitting down. She was already weak, so she doubted her ankles would last very long supporting her weight. Though she wouldn't be able to sit down once they started to hurt. She scowled. The only good thing about standing up was the chain thing was somewhat looser so she could wrap her arms around her body. The rope around her wrists really was uncomfortable and so was the manacle.

Lils walked up the the main floor of her house. She went to the living room and picked up her book from the coffee table. There was nothing else to do.

After a little while Cassie's ankles started to hurt, and slowly they started to throb more. She clenched her teeth, trying to ignore the pain. Which didn't really do much. She wanted to colapse into a heap but the spell was keeping her on her feet.

Tsuki doesn't know what to post, because there's only so much a person can do when waiting for someone to either yell or for it to get late enough to sleep.

Cassie squeezed her eyes shut tightly. Her ankles throbbed painfully but there was nothing she could do. She wasn't going to cry out, but a few times she felt quite close to it. Expecially as the day wore on. "owww," She moaned quietly. "owowow."

Lils went down the next morning, noting just how miserable Cassie looked. Rather than undo the spell from the day before she said, "I'm surprised at you. You've lasted longer than I would have guessed." She looked thoughtful for a moment. "Now to figure out what to do with you today." She did the prerequisite of reopening the cuts again and then another spell that would lift the the thing the second part of the manacles was attached to, so high until it lifted Cassie off the ground. She's spent a day on her feet, now she would spend a day suspended by her arms. Maybe that would make her crack, since the pull on the arm with the cut had to be nearly unbearable.

"Ow!" Cassie yelped loudly as she was suspended in the air by her arm, only of of her arms was holding her whole body weight and that was the arm with the massiave cut. Cassie grabbed onto the manacle chain with her other hand, trying to hold herself up with that arm also. But her arm dropped not long after as she didn't have enough energy. "Ahh, ah, jesus." She swore, her face twisted in a grimance of pain.

Lils watched for a moment. "Same as yesterday," she said. "Just yell for me to come down here and that you give up and it'll all be over." Then she walked out of the room.

Cassie shouted ever vile thing she could come up with after the girl. The pulling on her arm was unbareable. She tried again, to hold herself up with her other hand. "Jesus christ," She said starting to cry. "bloody fricken fuck, oww. ow. oh, oh it hurts. Jesus it hurts." Cassie was on the edge of just breaking down completly. She really could not stand it. Maybe giving up wouldn't be all that bad after all..if she wasn't in pain anymore.. I can't, She thought desperatly. I can't. Though she wasn't sure if she was refering to not being able to stand the pain any longer, or not being able to give in.

Lils sat on her couch as she waiting, reading again. If this didn't break the girl, she didn't know what would.

Kill me She thought, her arm was in so much pain it was unbelievable. Added to all of her other injuries it was just to much. She could take pain. But this, this was far too much. "I give up," She sobbed quietly no longer caring what came next. The pain just had to stop. She screamed as the manacle pushed into the cut on her arm. First time she had screamed since she got there. "I give up," She mumbled quietly wanting everything to just go black. She had had enough, enough of the pain, enough of the worry. She knew that it wasn't over. Far from it. But she couldn't take any more pain. She cried, feeling so weak, so defeated. I want to die


(I feel bad. AND it's still her birthday.. >.<.
Cassie: I hope your happy, you fucking excuse of a human. *scowls*
Oh and dude. If we're not careful, I think she'll be the one trying to throw herself off a bridge 0_o)

Lils had heard the girl scream from where she was sitting in another room. She closed her book again, and got up, walking over to the basement door. She opened and walked down the steps, reaching the bottom just in time to hear Cassie mutter "I give up."

The Death Eater stepped from the stairs to the girl's line of sight. "Do you really now?" she asked, eyebrow quirking. "Well you do look rather defeated." Lils took out her wand and waved it so that Cassie was lowered back to the ground.

(guh, your post made me feel sick to my stomach and I'm sitting in class right now >.<
*huggles Cassie and takes it all back*)

As soon as Cassie's feet hit the floor they gave out from under her and she slumped to the ground crying bitterly. She'd lost, she'd given up, she didn't want to. But she had to because she couldn't take any more of it. The problem she faced next was actually doing what Voldemort told her to. Because her knee-jerk reaction would be to ignore it. Which she couldn't, unless she wanted to end up back here again.

(Dude, I get Cassie's emotions. I felt like shit going to bed last night)

Lils watched the girl collapse on the ground. She supposed that maybe she should feel bad for the obviously horrible condition the girl was in, but she was doing her job. "I'll be back shortly," she said. "I need to find out what I'm supposed to do next about you."

Cassie stared at the floor, wondering if it could just disapear and eat her up. Her arm burned and blood was still trickling somewhat out of it, but no longer flowing just a small trickle. She wondered what was going to happen with her next. In some ways she didn't want to know.

Lils went back down to the basement a while later. "Well, it seems that I'm done with you," the was an unsaid 'for now' hanging in the air. "You're going head back to the Manor and then I suppose someone there will deal with your current condition and then the Dark Lord will do as he pleases."

Cassie mumbled something incoherent. She wasn't even uite sure what it was meant to be. though she knew it wasn't something pleasant. She tried to stand up but her legs gave way under her again and she fell hitting her head on the ground, as she couldn't use her arm to sheild it.