Life Has Just Begun But Now I've Gone And Thrown It All Away

And so they went to their rooms.

Except, Lyall just sort of followed Lucy to hers not wanting to be on her own just yet.

Lucy opened the door to her room, leaving it open for Lyall to shut.

Lyall walked in, shutting the door behind her.

Luce sat down on her bed.

Ly sat cross-legged on an empty space on the floor. "Lucy," she said after a moment, "do you think he knows what I am?"

Lucy looked at her. "He might," She said. "Cause the teachers would know, and the teachers may have told him."

"Well, if he does know, I don't see what he could want from a Muggleborn werewolf."

"He'll want werewolves, no matter what their blood status is."

"Yeah, he'll want them alright, to be cold-blooded killers."

Lucy frowned sympatheticly at her. She didn't know what to say, because that was right and when the full moon came along that was probably what was going to happen.

"I don't want to kill people, Luce," Ly said, nearly whispering. "I don't want....to change back to me and be covered in their blood."

Lucy hugged her gently, still not sure what to say. She wasn't good at the calming people down thing.

"I wish I were human, like completely," Lyall continued on.

"You're going to have to deal with it Ly. Cause theres nothing either of us can do about it. Unless you fancy getting yourself killed and your family targeted."

"My family is already targeted, Lucy."

"Well. If you want them killed? I don't know." She shrugged.

"What does it matter if they're killed if I'm already dead?"

Lucy looked at her. "Cause otherpeople will feel the loss of them, and you?"

"But, I wouldn't be around to see them, so I don't really care."

"Because that's not selfish in the slightest."

"Now, whoever told you that I'm not selfish?"

Lucy's eyes flared. "I'm here because of you. So you owe it to me to do what you need to do not to die."

"You're also here because I'm selfish and asked you to be."

"I fucking figured that much out," Lucy shouted at her, her voice lowered back to talking level but it was angry."And right now, I don't give a fricken fuck! You are going to do what you need to, not to die. Because you are not going to fricken leave me here on my own."